too much time...2

hmm..
..Since the redundancy, i have had significantly more time on my hands to waste.
More time to look and listen, more time to think.
More time to make plans.
When i looked at my watch again, a season had come and gone.
It is very easy to get stuck in a moment (there's a song in there somewhere), stuck in an unresolved conversation from 18 months ago, stuck in the numb rejection of an old and dead relationship, stuck in the mud of somebody else's guilt ridden nightmare. All the time making plans and dreaming of how we'd like things to be 'one day'.
John Lennon said; "...life is what happen's whilst you're busy making other plans...", how very true.