My recent brief attempt at stopping smoking has been put on pause whilst I wait for my view of the world to stop turning upside down and inside out to a soundtrack of distant 'popping'.
I won't bore you wih a self pitying rant about how it never seems to work out for me. I've bored myself stupid with it for the last week and it has done no good at all. Self pity will be of no benefit right now, i'll channel my energies where they're needed, but when this storm has passed, I'm going to put a contract out on my never ending bad karma. Tenders welcome.
I have no idea what will happen in the next few weeks, except that changes in mission profile are coming but I'm sure my compulsions will insist I blog them as it all happens... All I can do is brace myself for Worse Case Scenario (which currently looks inevitable). Hurumph.
My cigarette is almost smoked.
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